madness

Sometimes things happen... and then before we know it they dont happen anymore.  Poetic right?  Its funny to me how we wait and wait for something to occur and then it does. And it feels right and good.  And then as quickly as it came, it departs.  Why?? That's where I'm at and learning to understand.  My mom always used to say "I feel like I've been drug through a knot hole backwards." Well me too.  It's draining and I'm sure tired.  But I'm keeping the faith that there is a method to all this madness. or its really just madness cause.. 

 I'm not down with that.