it's time.

it's time. today i've decided its time for a lot of things..

it's time to cut my hair or do something different with it.  i always think it will be so fun and so pretty and manageable when it's long. it's not.  most the time it's just long and unmanageable and not fun and pretty 10% of the time.  so it's about that time to cut it short and embrace the fact that it's just not meant to be long. 

 
something between these two will do the trick :)








it's time to get it together.  no need to go into all the gory details. it's just time to get it together and let. it. goooooooo.

because that is true...  

and so is this ...

 

 

 

now. sometimes i forget those 2 things and life gets seemingly overwhelming again. but the reality is.. the person who is truly meant from me won't "shrink or shun the fight".. and it is just as simple. as. that. 

 

so maybe there aren't a lot of things listed up there but this much i know..

 

it's time to make something happen and with the perspective i've recently gained and am continuing to gain ..it's giving me the umph! to get it done...

 

 and for the first time in a long time..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

... i'm starting to believe myself  :)

 

 



madness

Sometimes things happen... and then before we know it they dont happen anymore.  Poetic right?  Its funny to me how we wait and wait for something to occur and then it does. And it feels right and good.  And then as quickly as it came, it departs.  Why?? That's where I'm at and learning to understand.  My mom always used to say "I feel like I've been drug through a knot hole backwards." Well me too.  It's draining and I'm sure tired.  But I'm keeping the faith that there is a method to all this madness. or its really just madness cause.. 

 I'm not down with that.